“When that guy leaves Afghanistan, I want his job.”
In 2008, after having read several books about Afghanistan, I found myself in love with the country and dreaming of someday living there. I was particularly inspired by “Kabul Beauty School,” by Deborah Rodriguez, a hairdresser from Texas, who made her way to Afghanistan to do hair and makeup for the embassy and NGO workers stationed there. Moved by the plight of the local women, she set up a beauty school to teach them skills that would empower them and give them purpose and independence as they set up their own shops.
I remember thinking that a Suzuki program would have a similarly empowering effect– mothers learn to play the violin together with their children. They learn how to teach their kids at home, and in a country with so little, a skill like that would mean so much! Dr. Suzuki originally started his incredible teaching movement in a similarly ravaged post-WWII Japan. His goal was not to train prodigies, or to raise up concert violinists, but rather to bring peace and hope to a generation of children who were growing up with destruction and despair. He believed that if children could learn to create something beautiful, they would be more sensitive and caring themselves, that “music exists for the purpose of growing an admirable heart.” I share Dr. Suzuki’s passion for changing lives through music; I believe in it 100%. And thus the seed of my Afghanistan dream took root and germinated.
Faced with the realization that the country was too dangerous and unstable for my dream to be a reality any time soon, I focused my attention on adventure travel, teaching around Asia, church, sports, and nurturing my school as best as I could. God blessed all of this richly- the school has grown to over 150 students, with the most incredible staff you could ask for. I have more stamps and visas in my passport than I can count, and live in the best city on the planet! My church community is like family, and I can proudly say that I have paddled the circumference of Hong Kong Island. Yet in my heart, I always yearn for more; to be more impactful, to reach disadvantaged children, to go more third world-y.
I remember the moment when I read that William Harvey, director of my favorite charity, Cultures in Harmony, had moved to Afghanistan. I turned to the person sitting next to me and said, “When that guy leaves Afghanistan, I want his job.” Fast forward four years, almost to the day; I see William’s blog post entitled “Leaving Afghanistan.” Leaving. He needs someone to take over to teach the students and train the local teacher for a year. My heart must have skipped 12 beats. Was this real?!
What transpired over the last 2.5 months has been a whirlwind: I email William to congratulate him on his new post, and to enquire about life in Kabul, as I *might* be interested in his soon-to-be-vacant position. He writes me back within hours, encouraging me to apply. I freak out. I apply. Mind fills with self-doubt. Awash with guilt at the prospect of leaving my beloved school and my amazing staff and my children that I have been teaching for so long. Prayers. Then, I feel peace. Interview- good! Short-listed for position- great! Job offer- amazing! Fabulous colleague agrees to take over directorship of the school for a year- incredible! Several superb teachers interested in taking over my studio- what the heck!! Icing on the cake, another of my fabulous colleagues agrees to cat-sit my big fatty Kaseem- hurrah!
I ACCEPT MY DREAM JOB AND AM MOVING TO KABUL IN 100 DAYS.
I cannot articulate my joy and gratitude. God has already blessed me beyond my wildest dreams- who would ever have thought that He would bless me with this as well?? He knows me so well. He knows the desires of my heart- He planted that desire there in the first place!- and has directed my path to Afghanistan so clearly. I have no doubts, no fears about going, just only joy and gratitude.
There are a hundred Rumi quotes with which I could close this entry. Here is how I feel about Afghanistan, and why I am so excited to go:
“Where there is ruin, there is hope for treasure.” … “Respond to every call that excites your spirit!”